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Or How I learned to stop worrying without a camera
For a long time I felt a great need to record everything beautiful or interesting I found, it became an impulse if I didn't record that moment it would be gone forever, lost.
This went on for about 7 years I built up a huge library of images I would print them out & pin them to a wall in my house, a whole wall covered in cork devoted to the pursuit of capturing everything beautiful I could see.
The impulse started to take on a life of it's own I would spend more time devoted to it even though I was becoming tired and overwhelmed with the whole process.
I went for a walk one day, unusually without my camera, I saw many things I wanted to record and as I walked my mind was completely occupied with the feeling of regret for not bringing my camera then a thought came what a ludicrous thing to be doing instead of enjoying these moments as they happen and just accepting them as fleeting moments I was blaming myself for being forgetful.
Now when I see something beautiful or interesting I still feel an impusle to photograph it, but if I don't have my camera I remind myself to just enjoy it.
This has changed the way I live too, I still take photographs but with a more considered approach, if I come across a good location I remember it, I may take a few snaps but these are only reference material for a return visit to find the best view point and lighting.
Sometimes after all this effort I might not get the photo I want even though all the criteria are correct I simply may not be feeling it myself, but all these visits are not wasted they are all parts of the process to the final image.
Post written by Larrie
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